Happy Birthday Louis !

Louis is 9 years old today.

Louis I hope you had a great birthday and I want you to know that I thought about you all day today. I sent you a birthday email and I hope that you received it !

9 years old ...Wow.... I can still remember the day you were born.

I can't seem to find the words to express how much I miss you and love you.

Happy birthday Louis.

Love,
Dad

If I Had Known

If I had known

I would of loved you even more
I would of enjoyed your laughter and smiles even more

If I had known

I would of said yes even more
I would of given you even more

If I had known

I would of taught you to be even stronger
I would of taught you to love even more

If I had known

I would of spent even more time listening
I would of spent more time teaching and playing

If I had known

On bended knee I pray, I didn't know !

Love,
Dad

Always your father !

I carry you both in my heart but that has become a lonely place of late.
I think of you always ....

Life has in many ways stopped

All I ever wanted was to be a father, and you both made me proud to be just that.
You are both wonderful boys and I miss you so much and long for the day when I can tell you that both in person....

Long for the day

Be strong, be well, be my sons.

Love,
Dad