I have been living a lie.... I have been loving you in a way that is impossible for you to know and understand.... you can't witness my actions, you can't touch mimic or feel what I am doing or feeling. The lack of tangibility must be incredibly unimpressive....
BUT HOW I LOVED YOU - How the honesty of what we lived - what was real - I hope some how counts for so much more. The times I was able to tell you that I loved you, I wish that it meant everything and lasted forever....
MY GOD HOW I LOVE YOU YUTA AND LOUIS...
I LOVE YOU FOREVER... AND EVER...
Love,
Dad
